ISBN: 1-932842-18-7
Publisher: Star Cloud Press
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Review: Tucson Weekly
Article: Arizona Daily Star

A Bruised Light


In Pamela Portwood's magnificent debut collection, A Bruised Light, furniture is "glowing," a face is "a halo beside/ the lamp of an ordinary night," and limbs are "tingling": these details, the actual shifts in perceptions, just prior to the onset of epilepsy. Portwood wastes no pity on the broken, suffering body, but looks with unflinching eye on the particulars of this human condition ("I do what I can do,/ describe what I see"). Yet these poems also mine history wryly for its "Great Epileptic Leaders" (Caligula, Napoleon), its visionary artists and saints, its early, fruitless remedies ("if you vomit a drink of acacia,/ The sacred disease will plague you all of your life"). Here is the spare, redolent beauty of courage in a lyric key.
—Cynthia Hogue, author of In June the Labyrinth and Revenance

In these intelligent, beautifully crafted poems, Pamela Portwood reflects upon the body's frailties and the unlikely bounties of suffering: the great gifts of art and music and literature that survive. Bursting with color and lyric muscle, A Bruised Light is a tough, vibrant book and I admire it enormously.
—Karen Brennan, author of Monsters and Little Dark

Pamela Portwood's A Bruised Light features some of the most influential figures in history, intriguingly hinting that it is "abnormal" minds, so often stigmatized with diagnostic labels, that have determined human history. Both heaven and hell are visionary and often unwelcome companions of the epileptic, the bipolar, the schizophrenic, but the works (and inventions and cataclysms) fired in the furnaces of their creativity are of such importance, both for better and worse, that it is a wonder that these conditions are stigmatized rather than envied. The "ecstasy before the darkness" Portwood cites as a feature of epilepsy is perhaps the only involuntary lightning storm one can survive repeatedly. The candor of Portwood's poetry is welcome in our culture of denial and evasion. May it inspire others to write about afflictions without ignoring their blessings!
—David Ray, author of Hemingway: A Desperate Life and ~When